:)

I'm smiling again ;)
hee..
today's service was great!
the sermon message was strong :)
It did me good :)
And! and! Carrola (duno if I spelt her name correctly) has a fabulous voice! :)
so much power and sounds so NICE!
:)

went to the book fair.
Walked ard for an hour or so.
Wanted to get nice non-fiction general books.
But, NO HAF!
So I ended up with three fiction novels.
ENGLISH LEH ( cause no have nice chinese ones :p)
Got one of my newly-bought novels, I actually bought it for its title.
I tot it was rather sweet a title.
it is titled " The Man who Fell in Love with His Wife".

after which, I went to meet eugene.
We sneaked into The Warren and Northvale to slot the flyers into letterboxes.
Very HOT and TIRING.
oops. I shouldn't be whining.
At least, I wasn't doing it alone.
:)
Then me and gene popped by at BABA's place.
despite knowing that she's sleeping.
evil me :p

Eugene just sent me my favourite song in college!
It's one of the songs I really liked,
for its catchy tune and crappy but sweet lyrics!! ^^
no kidding! :)
"You're my ice kachang.....
In this Tropical Heat... "
But I like the verses before the chorus TOO!
those are the great part :)
Somehow, while I was walking down memory lane,
as I listen to this song..
an idea came into my mind.
HEE..
Think about having your college friends coming together to perform this song on your special day :)
It's a sweet and touching scene right? :)))

not so happy day.

it's a not so happy day.
I feel sad, in fact.
perhaps, disappointed is a better word to describe.
I am tired.
I need a rest...
a good good rest..

WEDNESDAY

it's a Wednesday!
haha..
Later going out with my tuition girlgirl.
Then need to go collect the $$ from the troublesome auntie,
who has been pissing gene and gimsiong off recently.
I would really like to see how she look like man.

I am a happy happy girl.
you know why?!
'Cause I have chocolates to eat.
Wheeeeeeeee..
Jer's mummie bought the chocolates for me!
haha.. I don't know why also.
But it's DARK BITTER CHOCOLATE!
*loves*
Bet it's cause of jerjer's influence that everyone thinks I am an bitter chocolate addict :D
wells.. maybe I am, just dun nid to say out de :S
HEE..

:))) we should all be happy!

Been home for the whole day.
It feels so good to be able to stay home and just slack.
I guess, I just needed a good rest bah.
Oh wells.. Work will start tml.
and quoting Gene : " HUAT AH"
:))

Most of my dear friends are busy at the battlefield of examinations.
ALL THE BEST TO YOU PEOPLE!
GAMBATE NE! ^^

whilst people are fighting battles..
the guys are depressed at NS.
random people like me slacking..
and at times, we get dejected..
we get emotional..
we get moody..
we feel deprived..

But sometimes, we just need to remind ourselves..
that we should be happy :)

Now ask yourself,
when's the last time you ever had a good laugh?
when's the last time you look to the sky and smiled?
when's the last time you look at your parents,
and noticed a few more wrinkles they have?
when's the last time you gave someone a real warm hug?
when's the last time you cooked for someone you loved?
when's the last time you gave yourself a pat on the back?
when's the last time you looked in the mirror and liked what you see?
when's the last time you liked yourself for who you are?

Nownow..yes, we've all grown up.
But all those, are mere simple happiness..
we shouldn't deprive ourselves, and the people ard us of.
These simple happiness have always been in us.
It's just that, we sometimes lose ourselves...
we sometimes forget the innocent child in us..
We must learn to love ourselves for who we are..
and remember the simple happiness that made us smile..
Remember the first bite of icecream you had?
Remember the burst of rainbow that you've seen?
Remember your first kiss?
Remember that one hug you miss?
We should really be happy :)))

:)

Yesterday was like the perrrrrrrrrrfect day :)
*smiles*
finally I am free from commitments to the Taiwanese.
and I went on a date with Boyfren.
Game Plan was good.
Hilarious, yet heartwarming.
great show! ^^
then me and boyfren went to buy icecream from Meifeng.
Wheeee.. I was having craving for chocolate icecream, that's why.
Then, me and boyfren went shengshiong to find jelly powder for his mummie.
but we cldn't find any.
So ended up, he took a couple of random boxes,
whilst I grabbed my stuffs.
and off we went HOME.
haha.. the sad thing is, I'll only get to see him nxt saturday.
He is STARTING work nxt monday!
Jer!! JIAYOU!! ^^

if you think it, you can get it...

If you think it, you can get it...
:)

Contentment :S

was walking alone on my way home just now.
And I started thinking about things.
I thought about how contented I am with my life now.
As in, the extent of my contentment ( if there's ever such a word).
I thought about what people always say,
the older we gets, the less easily contented we get.
perhaps, that's true for most cases.
but sometimes, just a small note would just make me smile :)

BUBBLY! :)

I changed my blog song le!
Jer introduced to me de.
It's SO NICE can!
it's my new favourite song too!
*melts as the music plays*
I'm so in love with this song! :)

Here's the lyrics to "Bubbly"
I love the lyrics too
BOYFREN!
I AM SO GLAD THAT YOU SHARED THIS NICEEE SONG WITH ME!
*loves*

I've been awake for a while now
You make me feel like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying safe and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

It starts in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

What am I going to say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm

And it starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

And it stats in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

Wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever wherever wherever you go

Wherever you go
I always know
'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while

:S

I was happy in the morning.
because I helped someone cross the road with the shelter of my umbrella.
But now, I am sad.
Something I've always been looking forward,
is disappearing.
Sad. There should be a way out.
I am looking for it.
still..

Happy 22 mthsery to US!

Happy 22th Monthsery to us! :)

hmm.. my boyfriend is now rushing out his assignment.
my poor boy.
He must be under so stress now. :S

time really flies.
I still can't believe that,
in another two months' time, we'll be TWO!
whoa.. it's amazing, isn't it?

Recently, something has been knocking on the door to my mind and heart.
actually, it's alot of things lah.
but yups.
things that were preached during the last sermon,
and something someone said.
The other day, flor's fren, chan tong was saying that,
he's turning twenty years, think nxt year?
and i was like, "good what! know how you're going to celebrate yet?"
but something he replied, hit me hard.
'cause I had the same thoughts before.
and still having, just that, I haven't been constantly reminding myself.
He replied,"but, I feel as though I haven't really achieved anything in these twenty years that I've been living."

wellwell.. I'm pretty sure most people at one point of their lives,
would have pondered over this.
If you've pondered over this,
what've you done about it?
And if you've not done anything about it,
better start moving now, before you realise that time has already flown past you.

as I've said earlier, something said during last sermon,
has been on my mind.
and I really want to be a star thrower! :)
hee.. let me inspire you with the story.
perhaps, you've already heard of it.
I had long ago, even before the sermon.
but hearing it again at this age and at that moment, impacted me much more.
perhaps, everyone of us needs a reminder from time to time.
and you'll be amazed at the impact of it in your life.
Trust me :)

And here goes, (but let me warn you, I'm a bad storyteller)

once, in a village by the sea,
there was this boy who was always by the seaside.
There were many starfishes washed ashore and left stranded
whenever there came the low tides.
And the boy would gently pick up one starfish and throw it back into the sea.
then another.. then another.. then another..
At one point of time, there came this person,
who didn't understand the boy's behaviour at all,
He asked, "why are you doing this?
Look at the whole stretch of starfish across the shoreline!
Do you think you'll be able to save them all?
And even if you do, you would take a very very long time!"
The boy smiled and gently picked up another starfish,
threw it back into the sea,
and he said, "I know.. but at least to that one starfish I threw back into the sea,
I made a difference."

I think we all should be a starthrower.
And make a difference in someone's life.
even if it's just one person.
it'd probably mean alot to that person.
:)

post-loreal hair seminar

okay. People! I'm back.
This is a post loreal hair-seminar update.
If you ain't interested,
you may SHOO >.<
hehe.

okay. so the story of a brave girl goes.
I'm not being BHB lorhs.
I really am!
I was still on the train at novena when the client called.
and I tot I was late.
so the moment I alighted,
I ran like a mad woman in the midst of walking working people all the way.
then, I saw this girl strolling.
she's one of the models for the day's show as well.
and she said that we werent late.
Thank God!

and so, we arrived at our destination,
the artistes' makeup cum dressing room.
and found two other our people and a new japanese girl there.
then the horror of it all came.
this girl called collete,
she is oso one of the girls who said she didnt mind having the hair cut short.
and the japanese cut it REAL short!
it's like a boy hairstyle lo!
BUT! with a fringe about 3cm above the brows.
oh mans.. I was there fearing for my hair.
then went to get changed.
changing is a chore for us man.
being a middle-sized model while the rest is small-sized models.
i had to keep changing my costumes cause they cant fit.
so, in the end I got the dress I wanted.
and! PURPLE STOCKINGS!

and the japanese KEN-SAN helped me curl my hair lo.
whilst it's stil long.
hee..
and at this moment, I heard the loreal staff talking very angrily to two girls.
the girls looked like though they were goin to cry,
cause they were scared to get that short a haircut.
ya.. So the loreal staff can't take it.
so send them home packing lo.
and I was the only one left doing the short haircut LAH!
see! I am SO brave lo! so I went ard taking photos whilst my hair is stil long.
haha.

show began.
and I was the first to solo out
and stand onstage,
to get my hair cut.
it was cool lah.
but at the same time, because you can't really see yourself.
and I was curious to know what my hairstyle was.
but the moment I returned to the dressing room, the girls were all saying my hairstyle looks really great.
wahaha. I like it too! :D
but there is only one pain, my feet were hurting, 'Cause the shoes were too TIGHT!

the finale was a great experience.
all of us tot we cld leave the stage le.
all the photographers blocked our way.
and all the flashlights flashing.
have to keep smiling and all.
and got some even requested that we turned in all angles for them to take the photographs.
got some hairstylists came on stage and behind us to feel our hair -__-
it's not like we are those mannequins can!! :S
haha. But it's was fun.
I was glad that I didn't fall flat on my face with the heels.
the heels were even higher than those I usually wore.
coolahs! :D

thank the jap with the help of the nice translator.
and went to the agency.
my agents cld recognise me.
with the makeup and hair.
haha.. Went to take more photos.
but only ONE was really good, I must say.
it's so sensual. HEEX.

yup-ped. I like the turn-out of my hair for yesterday.
that is before wash.
cause the haircut was meant to be styled and permed that way.
but if left unstyled, it's just short hairstyle.
just really short. :S

I am SO going to miss you, says the girl to her hair.

I am SO going to miss you,
says the girl to her hair.

no. it's not cut yet.
but soon.
in about twenty hours' time from now.
hais. of course I am sad lah!
I have been having long hair for like..
six years!
and now, more than twenty cm is going to get cut away.
oh mans.. you can imagine the woe in me :(

personality quizzes

tell me if this is true :)
to me, yes leh.

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet.
You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict.
Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people.
You don't judge a book by its cover,
so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style.
This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person.
And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships
and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like.
If you meet the right person,
you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas.
You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart,
so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person
and will choose a secure job with a steady income.
Knowing what you like to do is important.
Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure
and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed.
Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you.
This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people.
It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice.
People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues.
Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem,
which your heart rather than your head needs to solve

ANOTHER ONE TOO!

What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever.
You are quite serious about finding this type of love,
and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet
before deciding whether you could really love them.
You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight:
you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life
before deciding to form an attachment.
If a guy doesn't meet your expectations,
you would rather be alone.
Your love has to be perfect.
Be careful though,
you could be missing out on some worthy relationships
because your standards are so high.

great day!

yay! it's a great day today!
I went out happily and came home happily :D
isn't that great?
went over to find my boyfriend again.
then we went to finish up his godsis's pressie
and went to his mummie's shop for lunch.
yummielicious lunch cooked by his mum,
though he said he was the one doing the cooking -__-
Was very very FULL!
and my boyfriend forced me to eat LEAFY VEGGIE!
ee yer! I do NOT like the leafy parts!
hehs.. wanna know why?
'cause I nearly ate a caterpillar found on one before.
seriously lO! :(

Anyways, am glad that jer's god sis like the pressie and the card :D
my boyfriend draws angels very nice d!
first time see him draw!
he is so much more artistically-inclined than me.
I think I am artistically-declined/reclined! :P
hee.. whatever lahs.

and OH! I saw a DISTURBING VIDEO today.
Of a deformed baby born in the Middle East.
It's said that a doctor asked the husband and the pregnant wife of their preferred gender.
and one of them replied, "boy or girl dun matter, even if born like a snake oso nvm."
and oh dear.. the baby was really deformed like a reptile,
with somewhat of a resemblance to an ET.
it's really disturbing.
and I think, seriously, we shld always watch what we say :S
this is scary.
I do hope it won't cause me to have nightmares!
sheesh..

i wanna talk random :S

Hmm. I wanna talk random today.

1. first happy thing first, I am glad I've gottten thru the final audition :D
*grins*

2. recently, I just gotten free movie tix to BRATZ -
a kiddo movie which I can treat my sis to :)

3. I've also gotten free movie tix to THE BEE MOVIE -
I guess I'll most probably watch it with JER.

4. okay. the above four points may make my life seem so smooth-sailing and great.
haha. but that's all a facade :S

5. been rather emotional recently.
poor boyfren has to suffer all of it.
oh wells :S

6. I'm kind of looking forward to 6pm today.
that wud mark the end of tuition for the WEEK ONLY.
hehs. the kids can be sooooooooo horrible sometimes!
but then, I realised all these experience with these HALFMONSTERS-HLAFANGELS..
seemed to help me in my patience with people :)

7. I'm looking forward to Saturday.
the current me, don't mind a complete new me.
perhaps, I wud need that to just get all those dumbdumb troubles off me :S

8. Was listening to WU XIN SHANG HAI on my xiaotou ysd.
eee.. I do NOT like that song.
'cause I don't believe in wu xin shang hai.
ah wells.. I can be REALLY stubborn at times.
just like, I do not believe lying for a good cause as well.
probably, it's just cause I was emo-ing away?
:S

9. the only reason I dread Saturday is cause,
I am beginning to love my hair color now.
it's like growing on me.
oh dear.
luckily, JER is driving me there.
else FLOR, you know what.. I might really run off :P

10. I MISS MY NANNY!
when are we meeting to chill?
are you coming to church on SUNDAY?
cheuk's cellmate has been pestering me!
I need my twin sister ard! :D
:D

ok.. that's rather enuff random talks for today.
woots! I can't wait for the end of my holidays.
hmm.. I know many people wud see me as wasting my time ard.
MORE THAN A WHOLE OF YEAR OF HOLIDAYS?!
ARE YOU NUTS?!!
well.. I am not.
this break did me greater good than I can ever imagine.
It gave me time to reflect on everything.
Imagine me already starting school,
wud I have all these opportunities to try out new things?
wud I have the chance to improve my patience with people?
I seriously doubt so.
I wud choose experience over studies anytime.
but then again, since I signed up to start school,
and if I really get into it.
I've resolved to study really hard.
and not give myself any slack when it comes to studying.
:)
see the change in me?
I quite like it :)

dedicated to esther toh :)

LIM JIA XIN dedicates this song to ESTHER TOH LUI JUE! :D

Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it's alright
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache, life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend, just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength that will guide your way
You'll learn to begin to trust the voice within

Young girl, don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
Soon you're gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside, look inside to your soul

Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know
(Be strong)
You'll break it
(Hold on)
You'll make it
Just don't forsake it because
No one can tell you what you can't do
No one can stop you, you know that I'm talking to you

Young girl don't cry,
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall.

CHURCH SERVICE WAS AWESOME :)

Church Service yesterday, was AWESOME :)
REALITY = A LIMITATOR! :)
Pastor Kong made us write down two reality,
that we are going to challenge.
Must strive hard :)
FLORENCE! GO LISTEN TO THAT SERMON (dated14/10).
It's FOR YOU d!
trust me, it did me good.
It should do you good as well :)

after church, saw shanshan again outside.
She said that Chan Tong was asking her,
"ehh.. the FLorence's fren is what name ah? she's over THERE!"
FLOR! everyone was wonderin why my twin sister never turn up!
You've been missed! :D

I saw lots of people that I know ysd!
I saw yuhao, li hong, zhi sheng, one malay guy whom I duno how to spell his name.
Yup-ped.
then me went meet AH BON at AMK.
went kbox there..
it was a great two hours plus.
RATHER SHORT RIGHT?!
haish.. How was I to know that so many people will go to that ULU place?!!
then we went to eat nice noodles and dumplings!
then we went eat SOYA ICECREAM!
nicenice!
took lots of photos over ther!
hahaha.. SO happy!
it was a happy day!

SAD!

LET US OBSERVE ONE MINUTE OF SILENCE,
before you proceed on to read.
* one minute passes..*

KBOX AT LOTONE IS CLOSING DOWN!
that's bad news alright!
I'm grieving now LORH! :'(
aahhhhh!!
Ting ting says, tml maybe the last day le! :'(
Or there might be an extension till the 18 or so.
SAD SAD SAD.
ahhhhhh! this feels like END OF THE WORLD! :(
Okay.. Too much of a drama QUeen le.. :X

jer I wud pick you again!

JER ! I would pick you again :D

You Would Pick Your Boyfriend Again!

While the initial new couple spark has faded for you two, You've built upon your attraction - and formed a deep love. And although things are never perfect, they're usually pretty great. So don't let your eye wander. You've got the best catch for you, at home.

Would You Pick Him Again?

nice date :D

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people. You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together. Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly. People crave your praise and complements.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

back from date with jerjer! :)
Watched Mr. Woodcock.
The show.. urms.. I don't think it's good.
haha. but I enjoyed Jer's company all the same :D
HEY! JER! IF YOU SEE THIS,
YOU'RE INVITED TO A HOMECOOKED DINNER ON MONDAY.
but if you don't see this,
oh wells.. too bad :p
*shrugs*

now tell me, is THAT really my hidden talent?

quiz

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen Peacemaker, first to end a fight Good at thinking up creative dates Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily Going with your gut instead of your head Empathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault Good at recognizing patterns in relationships Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Are You a Right Brained or Left Brained Woman in Love?

quiz

He's Getting Over Her...

You don't mind giving up a little of your life for your guy. But there's no way that you'd put him first all the time. You've struck a good balance of independence and compromise. Just make sure he gives up a little for you too!

Does Your World Revolve Around Your Guy?

personality test :D

comecome! take a personality test! :)
Quite accurate tho,
I was trying to convince myself that I have qualities mentioned in other categories.
but yup.. mine is LEFT-LEFT!
do your test and read for me and
tell me if I am really like that :S

1. Hold your hands together, as if you were praying.
Look at your hands.
If you see

Left thumb is below the right thumb ---> left brain
Right thumb is below the left thumb ---> right brain

2. Fold your arms in front of you (as if you are angry)

Right arm above left arm ---> left brain
Left arm above right arm ---> right brain

Based on 1+2 (order important),
below is the interpretation of your personality:

Right-Left
==========
Considerate, traditional, indirect type

can instinctly read other's emotion,
and respond friendly by natures.
Although not very into taking intiatives in moving forward,
but this person will always take a step back in supporting others.
Stable personality and considerate,
give others a being protected feeling.
But the weakness is they cannot say no;
regardless how unwilling they are,
they will take care of others.

Right-Right
===========
Loves challenges type

Straightfoward.
Once they decided on one thing,
will take action right away.
Very curious,
and love challenges.
Dare to face dangers without thinking through (sometimes foolishly).
Their weakness is they dont listen to others,
will filter in only what whey want to hear in a conversation,
and very subjective.
However, because of their straightforward attitude,
they tend to be fairly popular.

Left-Left
=========
Dedicated, cold, perfectionist

Very logical in all aspects.
The only way to defeat (or win over) him/her is through reasons.
Has a lot of pride,
and feeling strongly about doing the right thing.
If they are your friends, they are very trustworthy.
However, if they are your opponets,
they will be very tough to deal with.
Because they can be very 'anal' as a perfectionist,
they usually leave a bad impression of being hard to deal with when first met.

Left-Right
==========
Likes to take care of others, leader type

Has a cool and keen observation ability to see through situations,
yet still can be considerate in others needs.
Because of their cool and calm nature, and strong sense of responsibility,
they tend to become head of a group.
Popular among people.
However, they may not be able to help themselves in meddling
because they want to take care of others too much.
Very concerned about how others view them, and always on alert.

true ma? :)
it's just a test.
Don't need to take it so seriously :D

yay! got my portfolio picts!

yay. I went for audition today.
with my FLORENCE
she's my manager no2 cum nanny! :)
whee.
so exciting.
I wasn't all that excited d lorhs.
Her influence!
but it's fun to share your new experience with impt people in your life!
you noe? you noe?
thank you FLORENCE!
for making my hair so nice today!
and for accompanying me for quite long :)
thank you thank you! ^^

surprise surprise :D

it was a surprise to me.
I can't believe that I got chosen man.
'cause I really did my portfolio w/o the tot of anything in return oh.
HEE :D
I do hope today will be fun :)

wednesday again.

it's a borrring wednesday again.
going for tuition later..
how borrring.
I realised that I've been lamenting about how mundane my life is,
but yet, you don't see me doing anething abt it :S
oh wells! I'm goin TO!
starting from nxt week though.
cause currently, I am trying to get used to my new schedule :)
yup-ped!
Gona add in exercise routine :)
must lose fats!!
hehs..

yesterday night was kind of a struggle for me.
but I made it through :)
thank God!
those negative tots have finally gone away for good :)
*byebye negative tots!*
haha. you should have seen how I struggled mans.
it was like all those love philosophies in me waging war on one another.
all at the same time.
it's kind of like seeing the angel and the devil fighting each other.
haha.. oh wells.. love philosophies CAN contradict!
serious!
it just added on as an entry to my book.
haven't done a proper writing of it yet though.
I just felt enlightened by Him.
I heard a voice which helped me realise what's more important.
I've never felt so relieved :)
thank God :)

triple hurray to end of PSLE! :D
up next, is the end of year exams.
I don't think I wana teach anymore!
unless it's a GOOD pay.
gotta go bathe and get out for tuition lo.
wish me luck :)
I aim to do one good deed today and put a smile on someone's face :)

good day :)

today's a pleasant day.
no monday blues.
'cause I got to see my BOYFRIEND! ^^
hee..
went over to M'sia to meet my beloved.
chilled around and yamcha-ed with my boyfriend and his fwens.
though I found the time spent together was SHORT,
but me is happy enuff.
I WANNA SEE MORE OF YOU,
SINCE YOU'RE HAVING YOUR TERM-BREAK!! :P

have you ever thought of how your life would change..
as you enter into another phase of it?
oh wells.. as next year draws nearer and nearer..
I'm starting to ponder..
haha. kind of slow, I know.
slow for someone whose fwens have alrdy started uni life.
life is so unpredictable.
and maybe people's feelings could be as unpredictable as well.
for me, I do hope, nothing changes..
unless it's for the better :)

:)

Hmm.. Been really busy recently.
Haha. And Gene says we are both slaves of exams.
I prefer to be known as a miracle-worker :p
haha.
hmm.. the shoot on saturday was a good experience,
though I didn't think I did well.
Thank God for my boyfriend who kept me company for the long hours :)
hmmm.. Go watch Resident Evil 3!
it's GOOD! ^^

found this on sarah's blog..
" a girl should bury her heart so deep in God,
that a boy has to go through God to get it. "
nice :)

long time no post

long time no post.
it felt kind of weird.
being so busy that I hardly have time to just slack around.
so weird lah!
oh wells.. :S
I've decided to just relax and give myself a break,
every now and then, so long I feel like it.
HEE.
I need some excitement! :/

finally.

I am back.
like finally, flor's bday celebration is OVER.
hehs. No more stress.. No more pressure..
haha. ok lah.
it's not all that bad :)
My plan was perrrrrrrrrfect after so many days of planning.
And just because of ONE GUY, it fell apart.
I am not being a perfectionist, FLOR.
YOU are ZHONG SE QING YOU can!
evil you.
sighs. Was abit disappointed that the ultimate aim wasn't achieved.
ah wells, everyone did enjoy themselves.
so.. I guess, that's what's most important right? :)

went back home last night.
thought that I cld get a good night sleep,
like FINALLY?
but ended up, I didn't.
was angry over some matter.
And I kept holding back my tears,
despite tearing quite alot.
I guess, that's why my anger didn't go away.
but I really didn't want to wake up with swollen eyes!
haha.. what?! vanity is a virtue ok!
I feel like going for icecream to cheer myself up.
Later, I'll go see if there is any nice movies worth watching.
Or perhaps, I'll go get a tub of ben&jerry icecream with the meagre funds I have left :S

I'll be fine :)

randomness again.

hey. I am finally free abit to update on the random things that had been happening liao!

random
1. I just reached home after a date with my boyfren.
we watched Naraka 19.
Urms.. it's kind of stupid lah.
seriously! :S heh.
2. I flared up @ meowmeow yesterday.
though I felt abit guilty after reflecting on it;
but I stil think I did the right thing :D
hey! at least, I didn't slap him hor!
3. many problems cropping up at the same time;
I feel like I am going crazy.
i am trying very hard to remain sane at this point.
4. just went to gene's blog.
and saw that he stated me as one of the impt frens :)
it made my day :)
thanks GENE!
you are definitely IMPORTANT too! :)
still rmb our acting during augustine's wedding?
come to think of it, it's really funny!

okay. Enough of random things.
I have been wanting to blog this quote from my fren.
ok. Here it is :)
" The best part about falling is the chance you give your friends, to catch you. "
A very sweet quote, don't you agree? :)
And this special quote, I dedicate it to EUGENE TOH and FLORENCE SIEW YU MIN :)
let me catch you if you fall!
just don't land too hard on me okay? :P

randomness!

let me randomly update.
today will be a HECTIC DAY! :S
HELP ME! :'(
*yawn* I have been so bogged down by so many things.
I think I am going to fall sick soon.
I need a good good rest and massage! :(

a shout-out to my darling!
FLORENCE SIEW YOU HAVE TO BE STRONG!!:)

its been such a long time.

It's been such a long time since I've blogged.
nothing much has been happening for the past week.
Ok. there has been some lahs.
but I haven't got the time to update then.
ok. let me update randomly,

random things that had happened since last week till today.

1. I overheard a guy and a girl talking out loud @ the MRT station,
and the girl was like exclaiming,
"OH! I CAN'T IMAGINE BEING IN JC WITHOUT HAVING PEOPLE FALLING IN LOVE WITH ME!"
and you guessed it; I was rolling my eyes -__-

2. Boon randomly msged me to meet up for lunch.
We were on the same train lo!
It was really nice meeting up with him and talking so much crap.
Urms, SORRY MOGU! :/

3. Watched Rogue Assasin with BOYFRIEND!
hehs. I think the show is for hardcore action-pack people.
I still prefer jackie chan's movies.

4. occasional chats with Zin Htet made me realise how good I am at bullshitting.
this is baddddddd... haha

5. the rest of this week is hectic and next week too! I feel so torn apart! :S

6. Read dumdum flornuts' blog.
hey u dumdum!!
I read until I very emo leh!
THANK YOU FOR UR CONCERN! ^^
YUP-ped! I'll be fine! *grins*

7. BIG SURPRISE COMING UP THIS WEEK!
I just hope I'll get my PAY today!
*prays hard*

8. COunting down SEVEN DAYS to PRF'S BABY's BURFDAY!
WHEEEEEEEE:D

okay. Gona rush!
TUITION in half an hour!
haha.
it's amazing how well I manage my time in all other things,
except for work :P

RATATOUILLE :D

OH wells. The boyfriend and I finally went for RATATOUILLE yesterday.
Yup-ped!
I enjoyed as much as I had expected myself to do so :D
Remy IS so cute! :D
My taiwanese kids had been begging me to bring them to watch,
But I don't think they wud love the movie as much as I do.
I bet they would be confused over the fuss making good food;
as they are pretty much of a gorge-ers
Whilst! I am a FOOD-LOVER! :D haha
Gona go look up for the recipe of Ratatouille :)

And OH! OH! it's not from the movie lah.
I just came across a teacher from sec sch's restaurant webby!
Hmm. I aspire to set my own restaurant too!
My new aspiration! ^^
Wheeeeeeee~
Who knows? I might really succeed :)

MARRIAGE AGE ??

Wells. There's not much things to blog about now.
My life is stagnating,
when I've been trying hard to stop it from doing so.
sighs.
ah wells. I just came across this "your marriage age is..." quiz thingy.
And decided to give it a go since I'm SO very the bored.

You know when your birthday is,
but how old should you really be getting married?
(just put an x next to the things that apply to you)

[x] I know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] I keep track of dates using a calender.
[ ] I own more than one credit card.
[ ] I know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] I know how to do my own laundry.
[ ] I vote every election.
[x] I can cook for myself
[ ] I think politics are exciting.
[x] I balance my checkbook.
[ ] My parents have better things to say than my friends.
Total: 5

[x] I show up for school/college/work every day early.
[x] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse.
[x] I've never gotten a detention.
[x] I have never smoked a cigarette.
[x] I have never gotten completely trashed.
[ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once.
[x] I like to take walks by myself.
[x] I've watched talk shows.
[x] I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up.
[x] I drink coffee at least once a week.
Total: 9

[x] I know how to do the dishes.
[x] I can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When I say I'm going to do something I do it.
[ ] My parents trust me.
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[ ] I can make adults laugh without being stupid.
[ ] I remember to water the plants.
[x] I study when I have to.
[ ] I pay attention at school/college.
[ ] I remember to feed my pets. Total: 4

[x] I can spell 'experience' without looking it up
[ ] I work out on a regular basis.
[x] I clean up my own mess.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know me by name.
[ ] My favorite kind of food is taken out.
[ ] I have gained weight since middle/high school.
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine.
[ ] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need.
[ ] I understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] I can type quickly.
Total: 3

[x] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[ ] My only friends are from my place of employment.
[ ] I have been to a tupperware party.
[ ] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] I have more bills than I can pay.
[ ] All (most) my friends are older than I am.
[x] I can say no to staying out all night.
[x] I use the internet every day.
[ ] My wardrobe hasn't changed in a while.
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it.
Total: 4

Add up all the numbers and
My marriage age is ... 25

ehh.. Roughly there lah. HAHA.
oh wells. Hopefully I find someone who wants me by then?
*shrugs*

FRIDAY

It's friday again.
whee.
But nothing much today.
Actually wanted to invite Jer over for din din.
However, Jer is becoming too busy for me.
not fair.
*hmmphs*
I'm cooking western tonight!
WHEE.. :D *smile*
Ok.. I'm going back to watch "I not stupid" teevee series le.

crying is healthy but tiring.

Yesterday was Wednesday.
But it felt like a normal Sunday (w/o tuition that is),
'cause I didn't have any tuition,
and I got to hang out late.
I had fun.
At the end of the day, I broke down.
It was due to pent-up anger.
oh dear.
but people who know me, should understand that,
crying is just my way of releasing the dumbdumb anger in me.
And once I am done with crying, I'll be ok :D
*grins*
It's always that way.
But unless it's of course due to heartbreaking pain.
then crying would only relieve a teenyweeny bit of the pain,
and I wun be ok :S
So conclusion of yesterday :
to limjiaxin, crying is healthy but tiring.
:)

:((

PAIN.
Burning pain in my stomach! :'(
Sad. Don't like PAIN.
And I can't see my blog entries laH! :((
Tml have to wake up early to follow JER.
Going to sleep exceptionally early tonight :((

tagged!

top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
- a off-shoulder top
- new heels
- the black silver chunky keychain from esprit
- flowers!
- big hoop earrings

Answer the following questions:

1. The person who tag you is?
Soo Su Xian

2. Your relationship with her is:
girl friends :D

3. Your 5 impressions of her:
pretty! bubbly! smart! sweet! cute!

4. The most memorable thing she had done for you?
hmm.. the little gifts that she always make for us :)

5. The most memorable words she had said to you?
ehh.. said to me? i've a bad memory ya?

6. if she becomes your lover, you will?
I will go, "I cant believe my luck!"

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
uMm.. I haven't discover any imperfections abt her yet.

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
will that happen?

9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
not sure.

10. the most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
give her a pat on the back and tell her "jiayoU!"

11. your overall impression of him/her is?
She is Ms NICE :D

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
friends wil think I am siaosiao one lo.
but people who dono me, will think that I am pretty dao most of the time.

13. the character you love of yourself is?
my patience plus optimism

15. the most ideal person you want to be is?
I just want to be myself :)

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them.
I LOVE you! ^^

17. pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1.Jeremy
2.Esther
3.Flor
4.Liyi
5.Eileen
6.Eugene
7.Kershin
8.Zin Htet
9.Grace
10.MooMoo

who is no.6 having relationship with?
no one, I supposed?

Is no.9 a male or female?
female :)

If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
no. I don't support brokeback.

How bout no.8 and 5?
impossible; I'll get killed by David!

What is no.2 studying about?
some chemistry thing in Uni.

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Yesterday!!

What kind of music band does no.8 like?
some heavy metal, some rock, etc.

Does no.1 has any siblings ?
an elder brother.

Will you woo no.3 ?
Can't. I am her owner :D

How about no.7 ?
nope.

Is no.4 single ?
officially a MRS CHEN :D

What is the surname of no.5?
Tay

What is the nickname of no.10?
MOO MOO loh :D

What is the hobby of no.4?
drawing; she is artistic :)

Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
urms. they duno each other.

Where is no.2 studying at?
NUS

Talk something casually about no.1?
He is nice, sweet, caring, smart, GREAT.
the best-est boyfriend in my life :)

Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
ehhh?? we're good friends!

Where does no.9 live at?
few blocks behind my block:)

Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
nopes.

Does no.7 likes no.2?
they duno each other.

How do you get to know no.2?
secondary school :D

Does no.1 have any pets?
yes. BOBBY and he spends more time with him than with me!

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
ehh..?

I love Him

I cant describe how happy I am today!
it's beyond description.
beyond what words can describe.
I just felt so extremely happy after service today.
The worship was great! and the sermon was great too!
What's more, the whole service was very inspiring!
Thank God for such a wonderful and inspirational service!
you know what?
I really felt transformed as what Pastor Kong said right before the service began.
And I thank God for that.
Am so happy to see ShanShan graduate.
She's one of the special six to get the full attendance award can!
So proud of her.
After today's service, I felt like joining the SOT in the future.
I am not ready for it right now.
But in the future, I will be :)

With God, any impossibility can become a possibility;
a possibility can become a probability;
and a probability can become a fact.
I'm even more determined to make my dreams come true :)

the shape of love and relationship

你觉得爱情应该是什么形状？
大多数的人都应该会想说：
“咦？什么爱情形状啊？
爱情不就是个很抽象的东西吗？
哪有什么形状？”

但，你知道吗？
其实，爱情是一个正方形体。

不明白吗？
我会这么说是因为，
当你用双手捧着爱情，顺着它的形状抚摸时，
大多数的时间你只会触摸到它平滑的那一面。
但是，两个平面的交界，却是一条尖锐的边缘。
有时候，你会被那边缘的尖锐给割伤。
不过，在尖锐的边缘过后，
又是一个平滑的平面。。。

my boyfriend made my day can!

My boyfriend kind of made my day today.
But I think he didn't realise it.
It wasn't a direct form of expression,
Nor was it intentional.
But it just felt heart-warming enough :)

*boyfriend talking to me over the phone,
whilst I was on my way home from tuition*
And SUDDENLY, he started singing, "why do birds suddenly appear...?"
And he just kept on singing and singing until he finished the whole song.
He sang so out of the blue,
So, I was thinking.. "ehh.. he went to my blog alrdy?"
but I didn't say anything.

And when both of us started chatting online,
he suddenly went, "HEY"
I thought he was going to scold me for sth.
but he continued and said, " I didn't know your blog song is, "why do birds suddenly appear...?" and i stil sang it just now."

Such a sweet coincidence.
It just felt nice somehow :)
I wove you, BOYFRIEND ! ! :D

WEIRD PRESCRIPTION.

I am just back from my appointment with the doctor.
Oh dear.. the rashes that I am having, are really allergic reactions :(
But the thing is, aside from medicines to stop the itch, and to make it vanish,
the doctor wrote on my medical card this :
USE SUNBLOCK when going out.
And the nurse read it out at the pharmacy counter,
And I was really certain that I heard ppl commenting on that.
BUT! jiaxin and sunblock don't match lah!
we are both north poles of a magnet.
REPEL!

I feel so dum dum last night.
Or rather this morning la,
about my mistake that 31 aug is a Sunday.
And what's more, I didn't realise it until my boyfren pointed it out to me.
O.O how blur can!
And you know? you know?
Yesterday, looking through my old things, I suddenly tot of this :
If you were to choose,
Would you rather choose someone you can live with;
Or someone whom you can't live without?
I asked my dear boyfriend about it.
And being the logical self he is,
he gave me a very logical explanation when he chose the former.
Actually, this type of questions, there is no right or wrong.
But one thing you can get from asking this type of qns,
Is that you can know what type of person he/she is,
judging from his/her answer and explanation.

YAY! do you like my new blog song?
I heard it on yes 93.3fm last night.
And felt so strongly about it and
TADA! haha. nicenicenice..
All the best to myself who is having a long day :(
lim jia xin jia you!
I aim to make someone's day today! :)
*smiles*

I am too bored you see!

I AM BORED!
My boyfriend is nowhere to be found.
Most probably busy with his friends again.
Or watching drama.
TML is a SIX HOURS STRAIGHT TUITION DAY.
Oh dear.. How'll I ever last man! :(
And !! my brain is dead.
It actually RAN OUT OF FRESH, NEW IDEAS :(
And, I just realised that August is coming to an end.
AND! the thing is, I haven't been a good girl,
to keep up my writing of my book :S
Sighs.. My inspirations are not coming to me.
I am having a SEVERE writer block can!:/
Though I am not much of a writer :p

Oh wells. Came across this taggy thing on someone else's blog.
It says to write out "TEN weird/silly/little-known facts" about myself.
Oh wells.. I'll do it here since I am SO BORED :(
Here goes . . .

DO YOU KNOW . . .
1. I am a perfectionist,
who can't stand the slightest flaw in the things I buy ?
2. I have a fetish for beautiful heels which are extremely high ?
3. I used to have a ridiculous ambition;
to be a rich tai-tai ?
4. I like guys who are musically-inclined and romantic ?
5. I prefer not putting on make-up at all;
'Cause I always think, natural is a form of beauty,
that is, without zits and all ? :p
6. I am so immuned to horror movies;
that I can't stop laughing when the ghosts appear and all ?
7. I am a ZI LIAN KUANG ? :D
8. I name every single belonging of mine.
my handphone's called XIAO BAI;
my zen-stone's called XIAO TOU.
9. I dislike eating nuts;
I only eat nuts when they are in chocolate icecream :D
10. I have a fetish for everything chocolate :D

There, I am finally done.
It's a tough process, you know?
:/
Okay.. I've go reply my boyfriend's msg,
before he scolds me for being missing in action again.

what am I thinking?!!

Monday.
I have all the time to slack until evening :D
Was wandering around in my home,
and suddenly I found myself thinking about my future!
it's so oh my tian can.
haha.. I actually thought of the quite impossible things O.O

It's kind of boring to be so slack at home.
I am watching this show on marriage proposals where the tv crew helps people to plan a successful proposal.
And today, this guy who don't know how to swim, is learning swimming hours after hours,
just because the girlfren stated that they don't have similar interests.
so touching can.
And, in order to propose, he has to beat his girlfren in a competition.
The girlfren can really swim can! O.O
Poor guy man.
And just now the trailer showed that, the guy proposed ALOT of times, but the girl kept rejecting him.
And what's more, the girl stated strongly that she won't wanna have kids. O.O
Seriously lo.. the guy abit dumdum.
But this also comes to show that, Love can be really blind :/

I am not so looking forward to the tuition today.
I feel like gg for a movie ;(

:)

This week has been so full of events.
haha. And tml, a new week begins.
Some things to look forward to next week :
1. Esther's bday celebration on Friday.
2. Church with Flor on Sunday - ShanShan's graduation from bible school :D
WHEEEEEEE...

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND! :'(

24august

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EILEEN! :D
Now you're no longer a baby anymore.
Have a blessed birthday :D

Today, went find Jer after his lessons.
Nothing much.
Watched some drama series and Constantine.
Ate maggi mee.
Then, I came home lers.

Today. I am rather pms-y.
Now helping dad type documents and chatting online.
Chatting with moomoo.
And was helping moomoo find girls' frenster profile;
then I came across somebody's.
Someone whom I never expect to see having a frenster profile can!
I don't wish to pollute my blog with the person's name though I have forgiven and forget.
Ask me if you wana noe.
And me and moomoo agreed that we are going to have nightmares if we continue viewing that frenster acct.
*high-5!*

Recently, I have been thinking alot also.
The other day, I asked Flor.. what her calling was in life.
And she replied without hesitation, the kids.
And for me, I think it's the people who are in need of help.
Abit general; but I just want to help people, I guess?

Then, recently, I was thinking about talents.
Been asking myself, whether I do have a talent or not.
I still am not too sure.
Perhaps, I really don't have one.
HA. Oh wells.. I shall just be me, even so :)

lalalalalalaaaaaaaaa........

It's a nothing-much-to-do tuesday.
HEHS.
Yesterday went for my uncle's funeral with my family and Jer.
Hmmm.. To be honest, I don't quite feel anything somehow.
Perhaps, I am not that close to my uncle bahs.
Or perhaps, I have accepted the fact that it's better for him this way, being freed from his illness.
I have no idea. *shrugs*

Yay! My boyfren delivered my HUNDRED photos to me lers.
SO happy!!
hahaha.. Just now looking through them, I felt like framing those close-ups of him up.
WAHAHAHA. I think he'll kill me for that though.

Oh. my sister met MEOWMEOW yesterday.
haha.. Ask her and you'll know I haven't been being a drama queen when I was telling you my experiences with him.
And!! I think he's abit interested in my sister.
he couldn't concentrate ysd; kept stealing glances at my sister.
And what's more, he was in his best behaviour! O.O
But I think, for his standards, it's going to be almost impossible for him to get attached in the future.
HA. Ok. I am being overly evil :P

Today's a rather relaxed day.
I have the P2 kid at two thirty,
then going Yio Chu Kang until six-thirty.
Then I can come home to study and do my things!! ^^
WHEEEEEEEEEE.
SHO happy.
I love being free from commitments. :)

:D

it's a MONDAY again.
Let's hope tuition will all go well for me.
Especially that meowmeow.
I do not wish to flare up at him.
Later, going to trouble my boyfren again.
I AM SORRY DEAR! :(
hmmmm...

17 August 07 - muvee and fireworks wiTH JER!

Let me update about my eventful yesterday :D
Left home at twelve to go IKEA.
Was on the train almost reaching Queenstown,
Then me realised I didn't know which busstop to alight at, despite knowing the bus.
Then went get my thing - it turned out to be so much full of flaws can!
'cause I was in such a rush :((
THEN on the train back to wdls.
MEOWMEOW CALLED ME TO POSTPONE TUITION.
Was super pissed at him that I broke down.
He's making me give up ALL hopes on him already.
Then went home slack here and there..
DID stupid things.

Jer came to pick me up from my place.
And we went for "LICENSE TO WED"!!
It's a MUST-watch :D
I think girls will really enjoy it :)
The muvee made me realise,
Marriage isn't all about just being in love,
Though that may be the fundamental of it all.
And that, rweally..
marriage is for those who are truly in love and truly understand each other :)

Then went for fireworks.
I am still feeling guilty about that.
'Cause my stubborn-ness got us stuck in a 3hours approx. traffic jam!
SORRY BOYFRIEND! :((
but you know what ? you know what?
it's a ONCE IN A LIFETIME EXPERIENCE can!
'cause I don't think my boyfriend would agree to it a second time.
I EnJOYED MYSELF :DDD
WHEeeEEEeee ....

A note to myself.

A note to myself : THINGS TO BE DONE TODAY
1. tuition @ two - must revise english and maths.
2. tuition with meowmeow - must go thru maths!!
3. Meet MingHong - help him go through oral examination techniques.

What a busy day! :/
Have a sudden craving for icecream :D

unwell thursday

Unwell.
But feeling much better than I was feeling last night.
Was running a dumbdumb fever and having a bad throat.
Now, only left with abitabit of sore throat.
Hopefully, it won't worsen.
I do not want to lose my voice.

I am tired.

WEDNESDAY!

it's a wednesday.
after today, for the rest of this week, is no more late night tuition.
it'll all be latenight shopping and pia-ing to get things done.
BORED lah.
Boyfren is travelling to KL today.
so not fair; he gets to enjoy so much! :S
*bleahs*
I MISS HIM! :((

that's when I love you.

That's when I love you

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly
And when you're mad cause you lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you
A little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love you, I love you
More than you know
And when you forgot that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you ,I love you anyway

So here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

Ohh that's when I love you when nothing baby,
nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn,
the more I love,
the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you ,
when I love you no matter what

Ohhhh no matter what

Jer's away on a holiday.
Sighs. I will be having two long days straight.
And after two long days, I'll be busy preparing things.
Shucks.
I WANNA GO CLUBBING NXT WEDNESDAY LA!
Give me some time PLEASE! :(

MONDAY! (:

It's a monday! :D
YAY!
I am trying to be high.
Cause today marks the beginning of my BUSYBUSY week.
how sad can.
SO I am trying to cheer myself up.
HMM. I wanna go watch movie with my boyfren.
But, it's like no more couple seats.
Or maybe, I'll go watch by myself bahs.
Oh wells. my lappie runningout of batt.
TATa

Aspirations and Ambition

Today, while I was singing on my way to the bus-stop.
I was thinking.
Thinking hard about what I really want in life.
THEN! I realised, I have alot of aspirations and ONE unrealistic ambition.
HEHS.
My unrealistic ambition is to become a rich tai-tai.
:D
I told my boyfren about it, thinking that he would laugh at such a ridiculous ambition.
but he didn't!
:) he's so nice can!

我想當歌星；我卻沒有一個好嗓子。
我想當老師；我卻沒有很好的耐性。
我想當個輔導員；我卻離那個夢想好遙遠。
我想出書；但我的文筆也就如此。

Haha. This is such a random post, I realised.
Ok. I am off to sleep.

Update! on my Great trip

I just woke up.
very sleepy still.
Chatted with boyfren for an hour plus till three plus am.
It was a great chat tho.
Hmm.. I am going to update on my trip.
but without the pictures yet.
My bf haven sent me :(

Day 1 : Jer came over to wait for me to pack my things.
Then we fetched my parents to my uncle's place.
Then Jer went home to pack his things and we realised I under-packed.
HEHS. I very dumdum one.
Then we went prayer house for service.
I just hung ard and listening to bf and the rest practise.
And ate abit.. hung ard longer before the sevice started.
Service was great! :D
afterwhich, we went back home and waited for his parents to come home and bathe.
THen we SETTED off! ^^
First stop was at BURGER KING after an hour of driving or so.
Then we continued on our journey.
having more stops for toilet breaks and MORE FOOD.
So nice!
We made a stop at Genting Highlands.
Had coffee at Macs to wake myself up.
then we made a final stop for dim sums before we reached our destination.
The car journey despite being long, was of great fun :D

we got to our lodging which was in COlmar Tropicana - a french village.
It's beautiful, so beautiful that for a moment we are in msia.
then we went to our apartment room.
and SLEPT till noon.
Haha.. we were desperate for rest, I suppose.
By noon, everyone was up and jumping and we went to an italian restaurant for pizzas!
Yummielicious :DDD
then we setted off to bukit tinggi (duno if i spelt correctly).
We visited the japanese garden which requires lots of walking.
It was rather beautiful and felt like you gg thru eco-tourism somehow.
then we visited the rabbit farm!
The rabbits are soooooooo adorable.
because I dun particularly like rabbits, and if I say they are adorable, THEY ARE! :D
then me and jer's godsister had a hilarious encounter with a donkey!
that donkey really cracked us up.
then we went back and bathed to prepare for dinner time!
Dinnertime was a buffet; food was alright.
Then we went for an acrobat show.
But while waiting, I was really bored, and so, I made my poor boyfren do stupid things with me
HEHS.
The show was great!
and after that, everyone went to the pub for beer.
yuk. i drank beer for the first time.
it was ok until i had a third serving of it.
And i turned lobster red :(

then the nxt morning was morning buffet.
And then we made a stop in KL and went to the mall for thai lunch.
yummy!
THen we we went to this pet shop
I think I am really in love with maltese!
And oh! furry rabbits too! :DD
they are sooooooo adorable! ^^
I want I want!! :D
the whole trip ended with a nice dinner at jer's home.
and my bf sent me home :)

THank you BOYFREN! for inviting me along.
THanks for being such a nice boyfren,taking such gd care of me during the trip.
thank you!!!!! :D *muacks*

COLMAR TROPICANA

YAY! I am back from my short vacation! :D
I am a HAPPY GIRL!
I had LOTS of FUN!!!!!! :DDD
Wheee!! :) It's a whole new experience,
and you know what? you know what? it's GREAT! :D
I'll update on my vacation and the pictures tml ok.
Gona SLEEP! :D

* SATURDAY *

I bought a ZEN STONE PLUS! :D
It's WHITEEEEEEEEEEEE.
SO happy.
It's SO CUTE!!
SO adorable!! :DDDDDDDDDD
I Love it to the bits....
*awwwwwwwww...*

I'll be away on a short vacation with boyfren and his family.
Till then. TATA!

NO meowmeow day! :D

It's a no meowmeow day!
YAY!
SO happy.
I'll need to see him tml and for next week : NO MEOWMEOW
Double YAY! :DDDDDDDD

Just read the papers.
Thank God that the remaining 21 hostages are stil safe and sound :)

Haven seen my boyfriend for a long long time! :((
Sighs.
It's been a tiring week.
PSLE is abt sixty days away.
I am worried for the kids who aren't worried about themselves.
:((( maybe I should just don't be bothered.
I am not a miracle-worker.
I can't work miracles when they are like that lah! :((

THis morning kena woken up by choi minghong.
had a good chat with him tho.
He's like super mature can.
even tho he's two years younger than me.
he talks like an adult who knows MORE than ME! :/
haha. that comes to show how immature and dumb LIMJIAXIN is.
Hehs.

AUGUST is here!

August is here!
Haha. I do not like this month.
High expenditure upcoming :(

Yesterday I got PRANKED by eugene toh lorh.
HAHA. it was fun tho.
aha. just great ending to my boring july :)
thankyou eugene!

PLease tell me that my payday is coming!! :D

end of july.

end of july is here.
hmm.. it'll be a brand new month from tml onwards.
I strive to be happier.
I strive to be more contented with my life.
I strive to live my life to the fullest.
I strive to be a better person!
And yes! I strive to do small things with great love :)

My Resolution for the new month:
1. Lose weight and get toned up.
2. Save up more.
3. Gain more new knowledge.
4. BE HAPPIER :D

Gona get going lers.
It's tuition time already.
:)

monday blues.

Happy school opening to Liyi, Yvonne and Eileen :D

It's still three more months to my freedom!
Five more months till school starts *provided that I am wanted*
I missed studying :/
Fancy that coming from LIM JIA XIN.
ha..

I am watching XING FU SATURDAY - a matchmaking show.
Today's episode is on married couples.
They are like so full of complaints about their other half.
Hmmm.. funny isn't it?
Looking at them complaining, makes me wonder how and why did the men propose in the first place or why the women even accept.
LOL.
So funny.

HMM>.<
I wanna go KBOX so badly.
Payday please come faster!
I just re-thought my shopping list.
Here's the new one :

1. Pressie for Yvonne
2. Pressie for Esther.
3. Jacket/Sweater

It's so short now, 'cause I realised I shouldn't be spending so much.
I prefer spending it on others to on myself.
How weird :S

Yay. another show coming up on marriage proposals.
HAHA. I am really THAT bored you know.
Got headache again.
SIANNED!

Pretty Saturday :)

Pretty Saturday.
Ysd's been an emo-ed night.
But things were cleared up.
I will and must learn to trust you more :)
Really must thank my boyfren for being so forgiving :)

Saturday.
Tuition was alright.
Quite productive today and I wasn't that tired after all.
Rushed to meet Suxian and Peiling at Orchard Station.
I was abit late 'cause of my stupid bus which came like HALF AN HR LATER.
Hah. Peiling was even later :P
Me and Suxian decided that she would be our dinner sponsor for the day.
Went walkwalk ard and windowshop for our own stuffs.
I made a virtual shopping list in my mind whilst walking ard.
I am going back nxt week.
Here's my list :

1. the pair of tinklebell necklace.
2. a new dress.
3. a pair of flats.
4. a pair of new slippers.
5. a pair of new heels.
6. a sweater/jacket (I so need one 'cause it's so cold everyday and my cardigan is not enuff :( )
7. an affordable makeup set (for a pressie, not for myself)
8. a new affordable wallet/bag.

And my list goes on and on.

There were these cute ppl wearing square-ish things on them outside cineleisure.
And it's like kind of "sms and get cash if you're lucky enough".
We were just standing in the middle of the road and sms-ing away.
Baba won $5 on her first try whilst me and peipei had no luck at all.
Then we crossed over to Heeren 'cause there were more of them there.
HAHA. Then there was this very nice guy who suddenly took out his phone and showed us all the codes.
But the three of us never win anything also.

We ate @ Yoshinoya.
And dunno why I was feeling kind of giddy just awhile before that.
Sighs.
But that didnt spoil my mood anywayhow.
I just lost my appetite, that's all.
then we went walked ard and finally ended up at Starbucks.
Then peipei abandoned us and went outside to find her boyfren.
Then me and baba who got really bored.
We took our things and left starbucks for better "activities".
Hehs. A picture paints a thousand words right?
We have SIX of them.
So, I saved typing six thousand words :D
OH anyways, me and baba came to a conclusion.
Both of us don't need alcohol to get high.
We get high all the same when we are SO tired :D
Here's Baba :D
Here's me :S
moomoo number 1
moomoo number 2
this is what I call a HUA CHI :D

Ok. I hope pictures of me won't give you a nightmare.
I have had a great day :)
going crazy and all :)
And off to bed, I must go.
:D

emo-ed

I am feeling emo-ed.
I just went for a walk by myself aft parting with Jer.
I needed to get my mind off things.
There is ALOT on my mind.
SO much that I can't possibly list them all out here.
*sighs*

Oh wells. Let me talk about my eventful day bahs.
Went sukisushi with Jer and Sis.
I have had a long break from jap food,
so it's good to taste jap food aft such quite a long time.
Then came home with sister and slacked ard.
Then went cwp walked ard until it's time for our movie.

Watched "KNOCKED UP".
It's a great movie in my opinion.
But there's a great deal of vulgarities in there.
I love the plot.
The whole movie flooded me with emotions,
even till now.
It's rweally my TYPE of movies.
Loved it to the bits :)
My conclusion : WATCH IT; it's great.

I don't like being so emo.
The feeling sucks lahs.
urgh!
Oh. A shout-out to my OLD buddy (lao peng you) :
thanks for the encouragements :)
Yes! wo shi limjiaxin.
wo bu yong zai hu bie ren shuo she me.
WO JIU SHI WO! (:
xie xie ni, lao peng you.
Your advices are always SHO gan ren.
ZHEN DE XIE XIE NI!:)

I may not be perfect;
BUT do not treat me like an idiot.
please.

:(

:( this describes what I am feeling.
There is a distance..
A drifting distance; I'm really starting to feel like a passer-by.
A fate-less passerby.
:'( this is me now.

YAY! Payday :D

Whee! tomorrow is friday le!
It's my off-day! :D
It's been a hectic week.
Don't know why this week I am feeling so drained.
Is it cause I haven been crying?
how weird. Hehs.

I was really bored! :S

URMS.. :S

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

* LA NINA is here!*

I was SUPER high when I read the papers.
'Cause LA NINA is here!
Ok. I know I shouldn't be feeling happy for the climatic change,
But I really prefer it to El Nino lorhs.
Hehs. Okok.
I know this would mean more floods up coming at low-lying lands/regions,
and droughts for some parts of South America.
And it's going to be so cold everyday with the monsoons starting so early now :S
Ok. Maybe, I wouldn't like La Nina that much.

boring saturday

hMm. Boyfren just went home.
I imissed him already can.
Hmmm. Nothing much to do; we went for a drive around my neighbourhood.
Then came home to watch Die Hard on channel 5.
And now, he's back in msia going for his fren's bday celebration.

Yay! I finally found the song that I've been always wanting to find,
ever since I went for my cousin's wedding and got really attracted to this song.
And what's more! I think it suits my blogskin too:D

I aim to finish my FIRST illustrated book by the end of August!:D
But don't know when it could be published though.
must have money first mahs.
hehs.
Or probably, I could never be good enough to get my stuffs published :S
*sobs* thats sad.

:/

在乎一個人，你會有何表現呢？
我覺得啊。。。在乎一個人時，

當你在乎的那個人不開心時，
你會絞盡腦汁逗她，只為了奪得她的一笑。

當她生病時，
你會陪在她的身邊，無微不至地照顧着她， 只為了不讓她獨自受苦。

當她不小心受傷或發生一點點的小意外時，
你會不顧一切地沖到她身旁，只為了確認你心愛的她是平安無事的。

當她在面對生活中的一切感覺有點心灰意冷時，
你會在第一時間出現為她加油，只為了當她最需要的精神支柱。

我好像把我自己的心聲寫出來了。
我想，大部份的女生都渴望被在乎吧。

我個人深深地相信，愛一個人，就算自私的，也要讓她有被在乎的溫暖。

Touched

Touched.
Perfect word to describe my feeling now.
After seeing Liyi's tag and Celest's, and after chatting with Clement.
It's been a really long time since I last have a MSN chat with CHEN WEI XING.
Haha. That guy even came up with a ridiculous bet.
I sure win de! :D HAHA!
CHEN WEI XING HAS TO TREAT ME!! ^^
YOU CAN START SAVING UP LE! :DD

THANK YOU PEOPLE! :)
It's very heartwarming to know that I'll always have you all by my side no matter what :)
I thank God for blessing me with great friends in my life :)

boring friday :(

It's my offday today.
Hmm.. Actually, wanna ask boyfren to go out d.
But he reached home only this morning.
Think not going to meet ler.
I am so bored! :(

I don't have anyone to chat with online.
Everyone is like at orientation camps,
preparing for school and all.
Whilst LIM JIA XIN is still stuck home,
watching boring teevee shows and staring at my computer screen,
hoping that there is someone to talk to.
Can't stand this sort of boredom lehs.

ahhhhhhhhhh. someone save me from this boredom can! :'(

:0) back to normal

I am back!
And, I am okay le!
I am back to being the normal, cheery me!
haha.. thankyou to flor, peipei, ryan and junhao senior for your concern.
WO ZHEN DE HAO LE! :)
ok.. *yawn*
Am slowly recovering from the emotional drain :)

Ok. Flor just called to tell me that,
SHE FINALLY MADE IT TO BBDC IN 7CM HEELS!
*rolls eyes*
That dumdum, duno why she wore heels to school in the first place.
Haha *shrugs*

So sleepy neh.
My boyfren woke me up at around 7am,
though I went back to sleep after tt,
I am still BARELY AWAKE
*slaps forehead*
And, I have to go out for tuition lo..
*yawns*
I am whining around here,
cause I am not to disturb my boyfriend who is having bible reading right now.
Not sure when he will be done also.
:/

I miss going to kboxing.
I miss Japanese food!
I miss shopping!
but I am too poor to splurge on all those now.
*sooooooobs*

My record for the year : 2 hours of crying non-stop.
Haha. That's redundant, I know.
I just felt it putting it down as part of my memories.
I WILL BE OK!

For the first time in my life, I wish I could get drunk :S

Xin is angry.
I am a petty person.
the most unreasonable and petty person on this earth.
HMMPHS!

I am still in a pretty down mood.
SO STRESSED.
Though I most prob will be going for SIM,
I still praying for a miracle.
But you know something?
I really am not going stand anymore pressure from my dad.
TILL NOW, HE IS STLL YAKKING AT ME FOR MY RESULTS.
True, I have been a disappointment to him.
But shouldn't I be forward-looking?
Does the past matters more than the future?
All he cares about is his MIAN ZI.
He forbids me to go for my relative's bday celebration in msia,
for fear that they find out abt me nt being able to get into a uni unlike my cousin.
WTH.
I dont even see that biasness towards my brother?
ARGH. I cant take it anymore.

Been crying myself to sleep for the past few nights..
I am TIRED! :(

信任來得不易；
一旦失去了，
就很難很難找得回來。。。

還記得，
一個挺要好的朋友曾經告訴我：
“笑要打從心底笑。”
直到今天，
我還是牢牢地銘記在心。
可能是我還在找尋吧。
我真的很累了。

"God is our refuge and strength,
an ever-present help in trouble.
Therefore we wil not fear,
though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea."
- Psalms 46:1-2

Thank you celest! :)
It's great meeting up with you:)
And thanks for your encouragements :)
Yups. There'll be a way!! :)

我有點納悶的感覺。
不曉得我怎么了。
剛剛在補習時，
我忽然想起了中學的那些時光。
我發現我好懷念中學的日子。
至少，那時我比現在自由自在多了。
我現在為我應該作的決定還在懊惱中。
好希望我能快點把這一切解決。
嘉欣要開開心心的！！

I have been thinking.
Since my dad wants to send me for further studies, why does it matter what kind of degree I get now?
Why spend so much on a private degree?
Maybe going back to Malaysia is a good choice.
*shrugs*
But I would miss my life and friends here very badly de lorhs.
haha.. I am speaking as though I am never coming back :S
Going to talk to Dad about this tonight.
Wish me luck.

It's a Monday night only.
I am already feeling so worn-out.
Sighs.
How am I going to last the week?
I have been so stressed out and up by all the decisions that I have to make.
But somehow, it feels like my dad is trying to decide my future for me.
I don't like that.
I don't like people interfering with my plans nor decisions, no matter how lost I am.
I just need useful advices and encouragements.
Not pressure or any brainwashing of any sort.

I feel so tired.
And scared; I am afraid that one wrong step at this turning point of my life would lead to another mistake in my life.
I have made enough mistakes to almost ruin my own future.
Chatted with Zin Htet today.
He told me that there are no wrong decisions; I'll just have to focus on making it right.
*shrugs* I just want to make a good decision.
Not a rash, random one; like what I always do.
I am a rather, or rather, VERY stubborn person.
That's like a well-known fact for people who have gotten acquainted with me before.
At times, I can be hopelessly stubborn.
haha..

My dad is thinking of me goin to PSB academy - the prison lookalike school in my opinion.
Then after that send me overseas for further studies.
Goodness! Ask anyone who knows me; Jiaxin studying beyond a Bachelor Degree?!
That would be like a miracle lah!
At least, for now I have no intention of studying beyond a Bachelor Degree.
I guess, I am really not cut out for studying.
First, I have no intelligence to excel.
And secondly, I am not rich.
That's like super sad can! - brainless and poor.
SOBS.

Oh! Anyway, I have resolved to put my heart into studying.
but that's provided that any school wants me.
And, though I have decided for now, that I wouldnt wanna study beyond a bachelor degree, I might be going to take up counselling for it has always been my dream :)
Ahh wells.. Or maybe, I can continue dreaming :D

I am still lost.
whatever should I be doing now?
I am still hesitating as to which step I should take next.
For I am reminded by my past that any wrong step or any rash decision would affect my future paths.
Sighs.
Any idea what I should do? :/

Oh wells.. Here's a shoutout to my boyfren who is having his exams tml.
hope he gets to see it in time.
ALL THE BEST!! ^^

Yups.
I am back from the PSB Academy.
Urms.. I might be able to start school in August.
Don't know if it's a good thing.
I don't quite like the campus.
It looks like a prison to me.
It's a new campus.
But it really looks like a prison to me! :((
And it's so faraway from my home.
*sobs*
Is this really what I want?
Is this what I really should be going for? :((
sighs. I am feeling lost again.

A big thank you to Flor for your encouragements.
But you didnt have to leave that tag here lahs.
It's kind of embarrassing :p
And to my boyfren, who told me that his happiness wasn't based on anything else but loving me :) *love you!*

Hmm.. I am going to miss my boyfriend lahs.
he's like going for Jesus Heals and after which he'll be having his exams.
And most prob, after his exams, he would be going out with his friends.
Sobs. When will I get to see him?!! :/

Later I'll be going down to PSB Academy to apply for my course.
Sighs. It's the first time I am going alone to do things lor.
how sad can!
hope the people will be friendly enough :)
*pray hard*

I have NOTHING to do.
Goodness me.
I am becoming a whiner :(
When my schedule is too full, I whine.
And when it is so slack, I whine about having nothing to do.
I've just finished revising one chapter of economics.
And I am feeling darn bored :(

And so, I sat in my room, thinking.
I think alot.
I THINK?
Hehs.
And sometimes, it's about the ridiculous stuffs.
*shrugs*

I am kind of feeling a bitbit insecure about myself.
I am like being abit not contented about my life.
Oh wells. I guess, the envious feeling is back again.
ahh. Maybe I should think so much.

Something good about today : No meowmeow.
BUT! it's boring day :(

I am Bored:(

You Are 90% Real

There's hardly a person on this earth more real than you are. You have no problem showing people who you are, flaws and all. For you, there couldn't be any other way. Because it's way too stressful to live an inauthentic life. You're very comfortable with yourself. And because of this, you're able to live an exciting, interesting, and challenging life.

How Real Are You?

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

You are Milk Chocolate

A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds. You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life. Also nostalgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

You Are A Woman!

Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!

Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

Here's a happy post! ^^

Here's a happy post :)
For my boyfriend cheered me up after that not-so-good incident last night.
He's sooooooo cute lahs.
He was like complaining that "we have been apart for 29 hrs ! 1740 mins! 104400 secs!" at the wee hours of 2am.
He never fails to make me smile.
And perhaps, he's all I need now :)
I thank God for blessing me with a great boyfriend :)

Fake Front

Uh no.
That heading was not meant to refer to myself.
Hmm.. I kind of not like people with fake fronts.
Why can't there be more real people?
Why must there even be a front?
It's what made my family so unpredictably predictable.
Ok. That was rather random.
I was just talking in my own language; if you can understand it, then good for you.
If not, don't bother thinking about it, it's not sth philosophical to think it over anyways.

I think this fake front stuffs are starting to build their pressure on me.
Ah.. but perhaps, it has all along been been doing that?
Ha..
I don't know.
I just used my whole night to think everything through after a bomb just exploded at home last night.
I realised some things.
It's not that I dislike studying.
True enough, I have sometimes jokingly said that my ambition is to be a tai-tai.
But I don't think that is what I really want yet.
I realised that I am actually ok with studying, but it's the circumstances that forced me to dislike getting into an university and even shuddering at the thought of furthering my studies.
I hate it when that someone says " oh.. you shouldn't worry so much about the money issues.. you just concentrate on studying properly."
That sounds nice right?
Like a caring character and all.
But not when that someone feels like blasting off at you, that someone will go, "don't forget you're living off me; I am the ONE paying for your studies and everything. And if I can create you, I can destroy you as well."
Whatever lah. I am sick of hearing all of that shit already lorhs.
:(

Ah wells.. I am done with releasing all the stress in me.
Do not think too much about this post.
I am just looking for an outlet.
For I know bottling up too much can lead me to depression.
And I am not someone who puts on a fake front and hides everything ugly that is in me from the outside world.

*new blogskin*

Yay. I just felt like changing a new blogskin :)
I know green hasnt really been my colour.
But I quite like the look of this particular one.
And so, TADA! :D

today's a good day!
Boyfriend came over to find me despite having to take the public bus and bear with the stupid hot sun.
He's so nice right?
Ah wells.. He played computer games whilst I got ready.
I took a rather long time. hehs.
But he's no better; he doesn't stop playing once he started :P
We went to Causeway point intending to watch Transformers.
Saw MDM KHOO - so cool standing by the side :X
No evening tickets for our movie and we settled for the thai horror 13 games of death.
Or whatever it is called lah.
Don't go for the show.
It's not really worth the money lorhs.
It's a superultra POOR imitation good of SAW.
And the plot is overly ridiculous -__-
*shakes head in disapproval*

After the movie, Jer followed me home for din din.
Saw Dad at the interchange again.
On the bus, me and jer were doing stupid things, making stupid comments.
Haha.. Laughed till stomach was aching.
Reached home, waited for dinner to start.
My boyfriend is a LAZY guy lo.
Still need me to peel prawns for him.
ok. He DIN ask me to; I did it of my OWN ACCORD :P
But still, he is LAZY.
After din din, watched teevee and ate nicenice taiwan mangoes:D
After which, I accompanied my boyfriend to the busstop outside the Singapore Customs.
I know I was kind of a pest for insisting to accompany you..
but all I want was to spend more time with you.
Somehow, every minute, every second matters to me.
ALOT. :)
Thanks for being so nice today :)
I wove you lots BOYFREN! ^^

* Monday Blues *

I am having the Monday Blues.
Haha. how ironical since I dont even have to go to school or do anything :S

Me and Jer are One and a Half years old lo.
Happy 18 mthsery to Us! ^^

From today onwards, I am resolved to start doing small things with great love :)

* TIRED *

I am UPSET.
I know I mood swing ALOT and am very Unreasonable.
Don't need anyone to remind me.
I know it myself :S
sighs.

My tuition schedule is changed.
So this is how it goes,
Tentatively..
Monday evenings - dates with MEOWMEOW.
Tuesday afternoons - Kelvin's Sister and Evening till late night at the Taiwanese.
Wednesday - From Noon till Late night at the Taiwanese.
Thursday afternoons - Kelvin's Sister again, and Nights with MEOWMEOW.
Saturday: Morning till evening at the Taiwanese.
Sunday- afternoons at the Taiwanese till Night.

There goes my life man. :(
I have too much time in the first place, I think.
Sighs. Maybe this is for the better :S *shrugs*

* Happy Friday *

I am a HAPPY GIRL today.
Tho I didn't get to watch Surf's Up.
but Hot Fuzz wasn't a bad choice.
I enjoyed it all the same.
And, my boyfriend is really niceeeeeee to me today.
ok. he is normally very nice already.
But I just feel that he's exceptionally nice today.
HA. I think it's the mood. :D *hehs*

My working life will start from tml.
*sighs*
It wud mean LESS SLEEP, MORE FATS INTAKE.
'cause I'll hafta wake up VERY early and they feed me real good :(
Anyone wanna join me for an outdoor exercise routine soon?! :((

* I want ... *

I want .........
A sony ericsson K810i phone!
haha.. It seems nice?
I don't know *shrugs*
Just saw the advertisement on the teevee :D

最近，我正在为我的书起笔。
目前。。。还在写自序。哈哈。。我承认，是有点慢啦！
但，好过没有动笔，不是吗？
这本大概会是我自己的爱情小说吧。
我一直以来，都想拥有一本专属自己的爱情小说。
希望我能做得到！
我认为啊。。。人与人之间的相遇是很奥妙的。
你可否记得，你和你的另一半是如何相遇的呢？
是否。。跟我一样。。？
我起初见到他时，对他是种爱慕。
渐渐的，爱慕转为暗恋。
在我心中，他也从一个我爱慕的人“升职”到了我认为的完美情人。
之后，我还以为我永远只能暗恋他；因为他的周遭总有许多美女环绕着。
哪知，我竟然能够与他成为情侶。
现在回想起来，总觉得这一切发生得太奥妙了。

Haha.. The above was just random thoughts :)
Sighhs.. My dad seems keen on me going to Poly.
I am quite against that route.
Oh wells.. perhaps I am just stubborn or what.
*shrugs*
I WANNA TAKE COUNSELLING!! :(